School Girl Crush

Even though I've been living single these past 3 1/2 years, I fall into like very quickly and I hate it. Though there is rarely a man that can keep my attention someone changed that a couple of weeks ago.

One night, as I was being walked to my car by one man trying to get my number another car pulls up in front of us.

Future Husband: excuse me, is he your boyfriend?

Me: no.

Future Husband: can I talk to you when you're finished?

Me: sure.

I was instantly attracted to him. I love a man that isn't afraid to go for who he wants, especially when who he wants is me. He parked beside my car and waits for the exchange of numbers between me and the other guy. I fell deeper into like/lust as he stepped out of the car. He's 32, tall, brown skin, nice build and it was just something about his presence that made me feel safe and protected.

He has been on on my mind ever since we met. We talk, txt and yesterday I went to visit him at his house. When he met me in the hallway, my lust/like got even stronger. Seeing him again sent a rush through my system. I grabbed him and I felt like I drifted to heaven when we hugged. I walked into his home...I was so impressed. You can tell that he puts a lot of work into appearances (himself, his home, his cars). I'm sitting there like a school girl watching my Skins lose to those sucka ass Seahawks and he wraps his arm around me, gives me a kiss and again, I feel protected. He's falling asleep, my eyes hurt so I ask can we lay in the bed. No, no, no, we didn't have lustful, sweaty sex though I'm sure it would've been great...he has to give me some more time, more attention and a relationship before that happens. I just don't give my cookies to anyone that tries to stick their hand in the jar!

I'm sooo smitten. Lol, I really am. I can't get him off my mind. I want him for myself! Is he feeling the same? Is it too early in the game to think like this?

Still young at heart,
Truth