Why did I go to bed with him on my mind at 5:30 this morning? Why did I wake up with him on my mind at 8am? Remember Future Husband that has me SO smitten??
I haven't heard from his ass in a week!
I'm a woman that loves attention and I told him that. I let him know that if a man really wants me, HE'LL have to pursue. I don't know what happened in the last week, cause he has yet to call me or send me any text.
Thing is....
At 2am this morning I texted him (after some very strong drinks) just saying "I miss you".
No response.
Now I'm sitting here feeling like a fool, cause I told myself, if he can't make time for you in a week when he's your friend that's they way it will be when you get into a relationship. I'm still kinda pissed, cause he could've said something. I'm here beating myself up, wondering what I did or didn't do. Why isn't he the one? If not him, then who? Ugh, I just need a break from feelings.
Why was I dumb enough to get wrapped up all quick? We didn't even go on 1 date!! I need to change my ways cause MEN SUCK (only for today)!
Damn him!
Truth
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